Lejos de aquí...

Son casi las 4 de la mañana...y no puedo dormir.
Lo único que reina en mi cabeza eres tu; pero no te sientas tan importante...tu no eres la razón por la que yo no puedo dormir.
Siempre eh tenido ganas de irme a una isla desierta, lejos de cualquier contacto humano, lejos de cualquier amor...de cualquier sufrimiento.
Hoy, a las 3:51 am me doy cuenta de todos los errores que eh cometido contigo; estaría demás decirte que es la misma historia que se me viene repitiendo y que por estúpida no aprendo la lección. Simplemente no lo entiendo y me encuentro enamorada de la misma idea, de la misma forma de ser...de la misma persona... que a fin de cuentas jamas me querrá.
Lejos de aquí...en un lugar donde nadie me encuentre...donde nadie piense en mi...donde no existamos ni tu ni yo...
Lejos de aquí... donde la gente no pregunte ni especule,donde no espere nada de mi...lejos de problemas... y de preguntas incomodas...lejos de mis noches solas...de mis lágrimas y mi tristeza...lejos de mis pensamientos.

Quiero irme lejos de aquí y regresar como si nada nunca hubiera sucedido...comenzar de nuevo sin el y poder taparle la boca a todos al afirmar que en realidad no le amo =(
Lejos de aquí...lejos de el.

And I know that I should let go...But I can't.

Por que a veces una canción describe mejor lo que sientes; mas que un escrito con mil palabras...hoy es de esas veces...

Thursday night, everything's fine, except you've got that look in your eye
When I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring,
You're thinking of something to say.
You'll go along with it then drop it and humiliate me in front of our friends.

Then I'll use that voice that you find annoyin' and say something like
«yeah, intelligent input, darlin', why don't you just have another beer then?»

Then you'll call me a bitch
And everyone we're with will be embarrassed,
And I wont give a shit.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go,
But I can't.
And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset add a smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

You said I must eat so many lemons
'cause I am so bitter.
I said
«i'd rather be with your friends mate 'cause they are much fitter.»

Yes, it was childish and you got aggressive,
And I must admit that I was a bit scared,
But it gives me thrills to wind you up.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go,
But I can't.
And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset add a smile,
I know I should forget, but I can't.

Your face is pasty 'cause you've gone and got so wasted, what a surprise.
Don't want to look at your face 'cause it's makin' me sick.
You've gone and got sick all on my trainers,
I only got these yesterday.
Oh, my gosh, I cannot be bothered with this.

Well, I'll leave you there 'til the mornin',
And I purposely wont turn the heating on
And dear God, I hope I'm not stuck with this one.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go,
But I can't.

And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset add a smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

Foundations- Kate Nash